Do I believe in God? Yes, I do.There is a silent prayer as I take each step.The daily routine of my own version of worship must have been inculcated in me as a discipline and that is done impassively every single day.Yet I know that a "Force" is guiding me all the time.Is it a He or a She?All I know is that faceless, formless energy makes Its presence felt in inexplicable ways.I yearn to know more but the deeper I delve,the more It deludes me.
I talk to It, I ask many questions and the answers come in strange ways,from everywhere-two people talking as they walk past me,something in a book that I am reading,somebody talking on a TV show.The answers calm me.An indefinable peace settles in.There are no more nagging worries gnawing deep inside.
I do not believe in looking back.Nor can I say I do not plan for the future.I have fallen down many a times.But there has always been a gentle hand that has pulled me up, as a mother would her crying child.Sometimes there have been rude slaps most unexpectedly.Then ,I know that I must reform myself in some way.Others may not acknowledge or appreciate what I possess but I know that I am blessed as my Guiding Force always walks with me.
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